I Gave Up
When misery becomes your only friend,
When the pain becomes part of your life,
The anger seeps into your skin,
Your heart turns into an icy stone.
You feel a hatred for the happy people,
You feel a jealousy for those in love,
It all fits so well, tight as a glove,
And yet one place in your heart swells.
The dark corners of your mind,
The ones with the forbidden sigh,
The do not enter signs,
Because you've buried the pain.